I was searching for poems on broken hearts (Don't ask me why) and it led to an astonishing more than three-hundred thousand results. Well this leads to my second post-Love Autopsy!
There were poems, heartfelt ones (though some were terrible) and most of them reflected nothing but jumbled words. They truly portrayed their state of mind and I could only wish that the poems were written some time later. But what is it that drives someone to such a state? What is it that makes someone believe that he has lost everything in this world? ‘LOVE?’.. Give me a break! Does such a thing exist? Or is it just another un-Platonic thing? So let’s start what I intended to do in the first place-Autopsy!
I had discussions and that to serious ones with people deep into this so called ‘Love’ (I’m glad you noticed that I keep myself out of this post!). All had one thing to say in common- ‘IT HURTS!!’ -cliché way of saying-which is so typical of the diseased! Now when this ends (which on an average occurs thrice a week, with the same person of course!) you see darkness looming everywhere! People say they can’t let it go! And it seems like there is no reason to smile.
It takes only a few skipped meals, a few mornings without a shave (I guess it would be lesser make-up for the fairer sex!) and a specialized attire and there you go-‘THE BREAK-UP LOOK!’ ..’I’m so sorry!’.’It will be alright!’.’Don’t worry!’.etc etc. You are bombarded with such words. Maybe that’s what you sought! But hello! U r just single and NOT SICK! And maybe that too for a few never-to-be-remembered moments!
Was that harsh? But yeah I have strong objections to anyone calling my observations practical! That’s a strict no-no in matters pertaining to your heart (even I agree!).
So why do you feel so? Is it because he/she mattered to you the most and you are scared that he/she might end up with the wrong person? Is it because you are the reason for his/her smile and it is something you fear would be extinct? Or is it because you had to hear those harsh words come out of the same soul that was so fond of you? Is it because she refuses to leave you when you are alone straying through your mind and knocking the doors of your heart?
For me it would be because you probably spent the best moments of your life already with that person! Now think for a moment. Think about all the sweet moments in your life! How many of them can you remember 10? 20? 30? No definitely not 30. You can see for yourself that the same person features in most of them. And what do you recollect? Probably the first time you held his/her hand! Or the first time you bent on your knees and spent the most anxious moments of your life? Maybe when you saw the first smile in his/her and the smile said it all..
The moments like these scare your heart. Your heart forces you to believe that such moments might never come again! Well that is why you are scared. You are not crying because of these moments but it is because of these moments that you are crying!
So it goes on. Time goes on and who knows you make a stunning comeback into the same person’s heart or some-one else’s. Yah you heard me right! Some-one else’s because as it is famously said
You can sweep any girl of her feet but all you need is the right broom!!!
cool autopsy........results may be susceptible to verifications.
ReplyDeleteYah need surgeons!!
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ReplyDeleteto that i would just say before loving sumone always remember 2 of Manmohan Singh's famous dialogues, " i have nothing to hide" and "do test and verify" that abstains most of the tears.[ PM fans i gotta tell dis that the 2nd one is a dialogue by Hugo not the perfume maker ofcrse]
ReplyDeleteif your heart were to 'test and verify' it wouldn't be called heart anymore but a brain!
ReplyDeleteBut having said that 'test and verify' is a true feminine trait!(IN THE NON-SEXIST WAY I MEAN)